Tuesday, December 25, 2007
HAVE A MERRY MERRY MERRY CHRISTMAS, EVERYONE! ENJOY!
Christmas Eve yesterday was spent at the New Life Presbyterian Church - no, no, I'm not a Christian, and I don't go for church services - for Edith's Christmas musical. (It was the first time I entered a church, and it was oh-so-exciting please.) Hehehe. I personally liked the story line and it does exist in the world that we are living in. But the actors and actresses were the ones who have put in so much emphasis in bringing out the liveliness of the show. And, I'm proud to say that Edith was one of the actresses and she was the best. (Edith, really laa, not trying to please you or anything. I'm not here to please anyone.) HAHA! Reason why? She shouted, showed attitude, threw tantrum and those acts of relativity to what I've mentioned. A little bitchy though. But it was fantabulous, baby. Hahaha! A good job well done, EDITH! Hugs. =) And then, after the musical, went for a late night movie with the friends who went for the musical too. Hee hee. =) A form of counting down for christmas too. Hehe. =P
Okie dokie. Have fun on this special day yeah? Hee hee.
"It's not what you've thought of." -[theBARRACUDA]-
[theBARRACUDA] slept soundly at 12:22 PM
Monday, December 24, 2007
you know who you are.tell me something.
i'm not here to be a statue of my own.
it has been quite some time, and we are not progressing any further for the better.
why is it this state of despair that i'm feeling now?
should i still be trusting you?
you mentioned about a few of them.
why can't you keep one to yourself?
i'm tired of your game.
sometimes i wish that i could be an escapist.
but i know i can't.
you know the reason why.
"Misplaced all of my faith..." -[theBARRACUDA]-
[theBARRACUDA] slept soundly at 12:20 AM
Saturday, December 22, 2007
"I know some people search the world
To find something like what we have
I know people will try to divide something so real
So til the end of time I'm telling you there is no one"
- an excerpt from No One by Alicia Keys
To find something like what we have
I know people will try to divide something so real
So til the end of time I'm telling you there is no one"
- an excerpt from No One by Alicia Keys
The things that I've said and do lately has been a bother to everyone lately. I don't know why. Maybe because I've changed, like what many of my contacts have said. Changed? Hmm... They say, there's no more of the enthusiastic-self, no more bubbliness, just plain quiet.
I do feel the different me but I don't think it has been a drastic change. I don't know, that's what I feel. But I'm starting to have negative vibes about the new me. You know, there are situations whereby people say that when someone is going to pass away, their attitude and character changes for a period of time before they finally pass away.
Am I going to be gone forever...?
"Did I disappoint you or let you down?" -[theBARRACUDA]-
[theBARRACUDA] slept soundly at 11:56 AM
Monday, December 17, 2007
Shheeesssshhhhhh. My back and arms are aching real bad. This is all due to carrying to almost a 17-kg cousin of mine along a stretch of road. Sigh. Hahaha! While carrying him, I already felt the burden but continued still because he doesn't want to walk and there was no one else to carry him. HAHAHA! Anyway, it is ok laa. I mean, when else can I be spending my time with my cousin? HAHAHA! So purposely took the chance to carry him. HAHA! Ok la, shall not complain too much. Okie dokie, let's do a comparison between my 17-kg cousin and me when I was around his age. HAHA! Spot the similarities! (if any) =)The 17-kg cousin... Aww.
Hmmm... Just me! Hehehe. =)
"You and me. Only." -[theBARRACUDA]-
[theBARRACUDA] slept soundly at 11:05 AM
Sunday, December 16, 2007
I don't need you to fully understand me.All I need of you is to...
REBORN. RETHINK. RELIVE.
"There is no place that I cannot go." -[theBARRACUDA]-
[theBARRACUDA] slept soundly at 12:22 AM
Saturday, December 15, 2007
HAHAHAHA!You know, it has been quite some time since someone last said something which would be playing over and over again in my mind...
So, yesterday was Syai's book out day and we went to watch Alvin and the Chipmunks. HAHAHA! It was a good show and is very hilarious. HAHAHA! It is a MUST watch for those of you who have a life. HAHAHA!
But what intrigued me the most was after the movie, when he started to share with me about the lines on his left palm - the curvy ones, the broken ones, and the all sort of lines ok. Till now, whatever that he said about the lines are still playing on my mind repetitively. I'm not being superstitious here but I'm just trying to make sense of things. I kept on looking at my left palm and get more curious about all the lines - simply, just what each of them means or represent. HAHAHA! But believe me, I'm not going to any fortune tellers to tell me what kind of future that I would be having or ask anyone about the lines on my left palm or even the right one. HAHAHA!
Some of you might be wondering why is it the left palm that I've been emphasising about. According to Syai (or some other people who have told him about the lines on his palm), the right palm would tell you about your spouse. HAHAHA! How cool. But yeah, for those of you who are into superstitious stuff, you might believe that each line represents different things, and as for me, I'm not more than just being curious, that's all. HAHAHA! Well, everything is in God's hands. I don't know anything about my future, and neither any of you out there. HAHA! As for now, I would just try to put aside the palm's "theory" and continue to have fun during my holidays. YAY! HAHAHA! My holiday is here! HAHAHA!
"The summer heat..." -[theBARRACUDA]-
[theBARRACUDA] slept soundly at 2:47 PM
Wednesday, December 12, 2007
Situation now is getting worst. I still belong to the majority and is still very influential. So yes, that's about it. If you are looking for trouble with me again, you watch out! I can always find back-ups to go with me.Sigh. Okie dokie, moving on...
A few updates for the past days...
Sunday was the most happiest moment for Lina and Indra when they finally got engaged and yeah, I went for their engagement ceremony with the normal gang. Hahaha. Just felt happy for them. Hahaha. Congratulations Lina and Indra! Hahaha.
Went out for a movie and window-shopping after school with Syai on Monday. Haha. This guy knows a lot about cameras (a good source for my future career yeah - photojournalist maybe?) Hahaha. I'm impressed by the amount of knowledge that he has for cameras and also marine fish. Hahaha. Aww. He left for Police Academy yesterday but was happy for him because he knows what he wants in this life and yeah, he said he was having fun there. Hahaha. Ok. Hahah. Enough about him ok. Haha.
And so yesterday, after school, went to Vivo to window-shop (again) with Ron, Kai Wei and Pei Ling. Hahaha. Pei Ling is so into job-hunting laa. Hahaha. Despo! Hahaha. But it's ok, girl. At least despo for jobs is better than despo for girls like some people out there, yarh? Hahaha. Ok, that's all about yesterday. Hahaha.
Tonight's gotta be fun because I'm having a campfire cum re-union at Jalan Bahtera, I supposed. Hahaha. So, meeting up with Zubbie first before meeting the rest. Hahaha. Another day of skipping lesson for me. Hahaha. Sigh. What's becoming of me? Hahahah. Shall update about the campfire tomorrow if there's anything interesting going on ok. Hahaha.
"If... this and that." -[theBARRACUDA]-
[theBARRACUDA] slept soundly at 10:30 AM
Saturday, December 8, 2007
How does it feel like when you get to meet your best friend - when I mean best, I meant superb - after aeon years of not meeting up? I can tell you that it's definitely great and fun when you get to see your bestie again even for a short period of time. You know, the saying - "better than never." Yeah, it's great! Haha. Even though I've only managed to meet one of the besties on Thursday, I felt exultant, but too bad, time wasn't on our side to fully catch up with each other's lives and to also meet up with the rest of the clique. Aww.But but but, I'll definitely meet up with my clique this coming holiday. So, Hema, Jing Wei and Ah Pang, be sure to free yourself from those non-sensical school stuff. *awaiting for my holidays* Hahaha. =)
Anyway, yesterday met up with Syai at Vivo and I think we did talk a lot about so many things - random stuff basically. Haha. And thank God because we were able to not be lamp posts of our own. Haha. Great great! Hee hee. =) And thank you, Syai, for everything. Hee hee.
Since you are leaving for the Police Academy this Tuesday, I just want to wish you the best in your future endeavour and may it be a fruitful one. If time ever allow us to meet again, we shall ok? It's good to have you as a friend. Thank you once again, Syai! =)
"Piecing every thought together." -[theBARRACUDA]-
[theBARRACUDA] slept soundly at 3:21 PM
Tuesday, December 4, 2007
Seriously, what's the problem with YOU, YOU, YOU and YOU?!! Na bei laa! @#$% off!!Message me those non-sensical stuff repeatedly. If you don't have anything better to say, don't let those itchy fingers of yours anyhow text me can?! I have no time to entertain you...
And and and, please talk some sense. I don't bother talking to someone who is not in the correct state of mind. Kanna Sai!
"Ka-puui!" -[theBARRACUDA]-
[theBARRACUDA] slept soundly at 11:30 PM
Monday, December 3, 2007
Sigh. Problems after problems. How I wish that I wouldn't have that many problems. Sigh. But dream on. Hahaha. I have to deal with so many things - all at one go. *Long Sigh* Any mistakes made along the journey would be regretted. When will it be over? I can't live in this kind of condition for long because so many things are affected... Sigh sigh sigh. Sorry to those who are affected alright? Sigh. =("You are awesomely sweet, S." -[theBARRACUDA]-
[theBARRACUDA] slept soundly at 7:35 PM
Sunday, December 2, 2007
okie dokie. hahaha. Ron has finally came up with the VB codes for the class. hahaha. How exciting and hilarious. hahaha. So, I'm here to share with you what the VB codes are really about. hahaha. Pardon me for the plagiarized work because I totally suck at VB, so that kindda explain why I can't come up with my own VB codes... hahaha. As for now, do enjoy the VB codes... haha. Thanks Ron! hahaha.W15L Class Form
Dim Random as "Farhana" or "Edith"
Select Case
Case 1
If Ron="ORH" then
Random="LAI LIAO"
Else
Xiaojing="HUH"
End
Case 2
If Ron="WOW" then
Farhana="YOU DIE LIAO"
Else
Xiaojing="HUH"
End
Dim Anyone as a person
If "Anyone"= "XIAOJING YOU VEY LAG" then
Xiaojing= "I AM NOT LAG BUT JUST A LITTLE SLOW"
End
HAHAHA!!! =)
"I can't hold on to me. Wonder what's wrong with me..." -[theBARRACUDA]-
[theBARRACUDA] slept soundly at 1:59 AM Sometimes, things don't go the way you want them to be and that promises are broken due to certain reasons - of which most of them are unknown.
I have always been searching for the reason why I am a distant away from you now and that I feel weird when we are together as you will be in your own world and likewise for myself. I wish we could have been like how we used to be since school started and stay that way or better, forever.
I am sorry if I have been the one ruining our friendship because I myself do not know the reason why we are in this condition now. Even if it's my fault, I know, things wouldn't be the same again. Sorry sorry sorry. =(
This ruined friendship is definitely not equivalent to the number of times that I'm saying sorry to you because I know it hurts real bad when we are acting more like strangers now. You look at me and I look at you when we meet up and none of us would say anything or even if there is, you would be the one talking but none of which I am interested in. I'm sorry to say this but it's true. Yeah, call me a bad friend but there is something about you that is causing me to act in such a manner. Don't ask me what and why because I can't answer you.
Hoped that things would change for the better one day and I wish you good luck in this journey called life and I am sorry if I have hurt you in any ways.
"Sigh..." -[theBARRACUDA]
[theBARRACUDA] slept soundly at 1:06 AM
Saturday, December 1, 2007
The existence of a "pest" in my life - I hate it. "Pest" here is referring to someone whom always bug other people about your life, and thereafter, start to envy you on whatever that you have or do and start to gossip about you. Sickening isn't it?I recently found out about this "pest" of mine from a few people. I shall not disclose the identity of the "pest" and also the people whom have told me about it. I am just so pissed off with this "pest" of mine whom always look for trouble with me or even ask someone whom I mingle with for an activity after the activity. It's like this "pest" is being my own shadow but it doesn't follow me wherever I go, instead, bug people to tell him what I did during the activity or outing - easy to say, wherever I go with the presence of other people whom he know.
And it is even more depressing when he is only an acquaitance of mine, yet, he is already a "pest" in my life. I don't know what he regard me as, but I definitely regard him as an acquaitance. Even my closest friends are not like that. I am definitely very uncomfortable with the way this "pest" is treating me now and his presence. Does anyone have any idea(s) as to how to get rid of this "pest" who is just so sickening and very YA-YA? Feel free to talk to me about it or e-mail me. Thank you very much. Your idea(s) are greatly appreciated.
"It's what you do to me. K-A-R-M-A." -[theBARRACUDA]-
[theBARRACUDA] slept soundly at 10:42 PM
