Friday, February 29, 2008
As I was spending my time reading a book at the library, some random thoughts came to mind. And to think about them now, it's even more devastating because it concerns one of my good friends.I never knew what went wrong or who is at fault. And I can tell that I would never find the answer to that. It's even more worrying now that I know many people who have, in fact lost contact with their good friends - either for the better or for the worst - the latter being my case.
I've always been the one giving in to this very good friend of mine until I find it very annoying to even give in when the other party is not at all doing anything to save or maintain the friendship that has been built for quite some time.
Is it even reasonable to lose this friendship because of another person from the opposite gender? Come on, what's on your mind? Get the hell out of my sight and don't you ever say sorry to me again and again like how you apologised to me the other day when you saw me. You can really really go and don't ever look for me again. Fuck It, I Don't Want You Back.
"All of it goes to a waste..." -[theBARRACUDA]-
[theBARRACUDA] slept soundly at 10:14 PM
Thursday, February 28, 2008
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"You and me - it's over." -[theBARRACUDA]-
[theBARRACUDA] slept soundly at 5:32 PM
Wednesday, February 20, 2008
I think I have to get to you straight:There was once, I feel like letting go of you but you came pleading and so, I decided to give you another chance to change. Not that I love you or anything, but I just pitied you. And then now, you left without any last notes or signs. What am I supposed to do to you then? Ditch you? Fuck.
And then the other person came by, so I played along with the game. But in my mind, I was only thinking about your whereabouts but I fucking don't give a damn anymore now.
I know you're reading this and I want to tell you that I fucking hate you for what you've done. No more pleadings or whatsoever for you, little ****! And don't ever come back to me saying that you're sorry because you'll be out of my dictionary by the time you regret for everything that you have done and apologise to me.
"I gotta shake you off." -[theBARRACUDA]-
[theBARRACUDA] slept soundly at 5:58 PM
Friday, February 15, 2008
Halfway through my 5-months project, something triggered me - Will I be able to cope with the tedious process of transcribing the interviews that I have done, what more with transcribing an interview with a translator in it when I'm in the journalism field in the future (if I become a journalist that is) ?Well, I have no answer to that at the moment because I'm in the midst of transcribing the interview that I had with an elderly who speaks the Teo-Chew dialect, but luckily for me, I had a translator with me during the interview, so it's not that bad after all, but the only thing is that I have to seriously transcribe everything word for word (including the OKs and hmm, etc.) Very tedious for someone who is new at transcription like me. And not to mention, the interview lasted for more than an hour, ok? So, imagine how long I would take to listen to the interview repeatedly and transcribe everything... Sigh. Someone, help!
A snapshot during the interview with the elderly for my project.
"I shouldn't have known you - you're the distraction for now." -[theBARRACUDA]-
[theBARRACUDA] slept soundly at 1:53 PM
Sunday, February 10, 2008
I've been wondering for quite some time whether I should seriously go on with what I am doing with my life. I'm not wondering over the normal stuff like what other teens are doing or going through, like, going to school, or maybe work.It's a little too complicated and confidential to let it all out here. I don't know. Maybe I'm just paranoid over the things that I have done and am still doing now. I'm confused - confused over the things that people say about the same thing. Confused over which is right and which is wrong - you know, when there's only a very fine line which separates the two. It's tough to make up my mind to decide on what I'm supposed to do next... Sigh.
Life is really about being wise in making decisions. Once you get trapped, only a wise step could let you out of the trap.
"So tell me why." -[theBARRACUDA]-
[theBARRACUDA] slept soundly at 9:04 PM
